yieldingmessiah

take me by the shoulders and shake me i'm a shepherd long ago lost away a rebel's child long hair rebel curls piling natural rights id photo outdated speaking for enlightenment and rationality overcome with paraffin carbon to the enth walking lines fashioned linearly but existing faltering drinking kerosene when our bodies are made of water it's not water soluble anything at all's possible …yes, imposition poses mineral spirits and caterpillars fly wingless but once an inclination becomes permanent there's a change in character i'm a controller never wax encased no matter you've compiled into

by sacrificing self-actualization because of philanthropic expectations, you are withholding yourself from me, you selfish bitch i have seen bills advertising the war between intensity and extensity.  now has been pitted against past and future to claim, for us all, a hierarchy of systems.  i don't understand.  and diving the ocean is nothing like running the equator, but they are both cardiovascular.  we, people, snub ourselves with silent judgments of hedons or saints.  one is the same.  and devotion is devotion.  intensity and extensity are the maximizations of something, and hypocrisy means ignoring, and we all know something.  i don't u

because we swam in thoughtful gorges while they all misunderstood i want to thank mr. huxley: i'm lost through a doorway i can hear color yet, nobody has ever known like i do i am writing this then hidding it for you to find late at night like discovering your artifacts to a little of the ludwig von for me, developmental psychology appreciates the time gap between school and soccer because we ate the kitchen together and the kitchen was eaten three times a week i miss the way you bled me (though you still do) with your fist and cynicism, maybe it was realism your edifying oppositions and your temper like your father's you

it is pronounced shell colin hartwick        in the closet near the kitchen, there is a box filled with plastic grocery sacks.  my roommate and i haven't even lived here a semester, but the apartment is quickly becoming a collection of collections.  besides the sacks, there are the boxes: cereal, granola bars, frozen dinners, mac and cheese.  it all comes in boxes.  besides the boxes, there are the advertisements sent by mail.  we can hardly use the kitchen table.   nearest the sink, there is one place where the newsprint coupons have been pushed away: an alcove enclosed by cost efficient trenches for the solitary meals.  god knows how t

                                                                                         Effect in me                                                                                                                        i have an invisible scar on my palm                                                                     you can see when my hand is pruned                                                                   most of the time it's a wrinkle from wear                                                                   but when wet, the crease sinks with ease